And then I sleep, and start all over. This weekend, there isn't one color on my calender. Not one thing planned. And you know what.... I am kinda nervous. So I started filling that crap in with "shampoo carpets, intense mopping, clean master bedroom and last but not least read your books" Now I have a full schedule and I am beginning to breath again. Oh when the day comes that I am able to relax and not feel guilt will feel so nice and well... Relaxing. Until then I must get back to my overlapping events. (oh and just so you know, this took me 2 hours to write, between laundry, four kiddos, snack time, corn starch time, glucose monitoring, picking up and being involved in a pillow fight.)
I could look like this.....
But somehow I look like this....
Real fact: No drugs necessary just lots of giggles and joking throughout the day.